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What this cult has done to me is worse than death. Now only the man who hates me can save us all.I'm losing sleep, plagued with bad dreams, and my men can only do so much to help. How can I be the president my club needs when it feels like I'm not only losing my mind, but myself?The dreams get worse every night and soon, I have gaps in my memory. All the while, we're chasing the Sisters of Bathory in circles and time is running out.The solution that comes to me is terrifying. Even worse, I can't breathe a word of it to the men who love me.Hudson is the only one I can turn to. Only this traumatized, reclusive man who hates me can do something so unthinkable. It breaks my heart, but it's our only chance of winning.Destroying this cult isn't just necessary. It's personal. But their goddess' power keeps growing, and the question remains...How do you kill what's deathless?

Messing with me is one thing.Tearing me away from my men? That's an act of war.Just when Torr and I had our first passionate night together, our undercover mission went t*ts up. For all I know, he might be lost to me forever. So after staggering alone through the desert, I'm calling on reinforcements for help.Dead or alive, I'm avenging Torr. I've been in love with my brother's best friend for too long to let him go...and Santos. The deadly gladiator also has an iron grip on my heart, and to fail him would cut me deeper than his machetes.But we quickly realize the cult we infiltrated is more powerful than we ever imagined. It'll take everything we have to make it out of this alive...and together. Even with Devin, a gladiator with incredible knife skills and even better body, testing my nerves at every turn.They hurt my loved ones and I've got gods on my side. I'll make this cult regret letting me live.Their biggest mistake was believing me to be harmless.Vengeful Gods MC is a dystopian whychoose/reverse harem series with fantasy elements. This series takes place in the same world as Steel Demons MC and Their Property: Sons of Odin MC.

Do I save my siblings or keep all of the men I love?Hunter thought he lost his pack for good, but his brothers have reappeared. The pups are overjoyed at seeing their uncles again, and we're all relieved to know some of his pack members survived. The only problem? His brothers hate humans.Which only adds to my confusion when I hear they have a shaman like me.The divide between Hunter and I only grows when I'm offered an opportunity I can't refuse. It's more money than I've ever seen in my life-- more than enough to support my siblings who still need me, and to start building a future with my lovers.On this rollercoaster, Connor and Raz are always at my side. Even Arjun is surprising me. The only questions is, can my heart accept that Hunter may have found happiness without me?Step right up, and witness the hardest choice I've ever had to make.Tightrope is the fifth volume of the Harem of Freaks series, which should be read in order. Contains violence, M/M, and M/F sexual content.

I have my men. I have my powers. But are they enough to stop an evil we can't see?Arjun's world has been turned upside down, but he's shoved his pain away to train me for our biggest, most dangerous shifter rescue we've ever done. He says we're doomed to fail, but I can't turn my back on the helpless. And even while he's pushing me away, I can't give up on us.If that wasn't enough, my siblings need help and there's no time left. We're hundreds of miles away from each other, but I can't abandon the shifters. No matter what I decide, the odds are stacked against me.I have to make an impossible choice: abandon those only I can save, or watch my worst fear come true-- losing my loved ones to a monster.Step right up. The ride ends here.TW: Mention of infant loss/miscarriageCurtain Call is the sixth and final volume in the Harem of Freaks series, which should be read in order. Contains violence, M/M and M/F sexual situations.

The hardest part of being ringmistress? Juggling my feelings for three men.Connor, my stubborn protector always battling his demons. Hunter, the dashing wolf shifter who sends my heart into overdrive. And Razvan, the dragon I wish I could stop thinking about.What was supposed to be a fun, lighthearted date turns into a shocking discovery about myself. I wasn't ready for this, and I'm not sure I'm up for the responsibility this discovery brings me.I'm so consumed by the shifter visions in my head, I don't realize how much Connor is hurting. He's walking down a dark path and this time, I'm not sure if even I can save him.Step right up and take a front row seat to my heart breaking.Smoke and Mirrors is the third volume in the Harem of Freaks series, which should be read in order.

Something is watching me. I can't tell if it wants to hurt or protect me.Is the howling at night real or is my mind playing tricks on me? What about the flashes of white fur I see out of the corners of my eyes? And who is the beautiful, pale man haunting my dreams?As carnival performers, it's always on to the next show. A tattooed sword swallower with an affinity for fire has gotten me all fired up. Connor not only doesn't mind, but he's encouraging the sparks to fly. My heart's being pulled in multiple directions and somehow it actually feels right.Meanwhile, I've been tasked with the impossible for this show. I can't just pull it off, I have to nail it perfectly or the whole operation could go up in flames.The ride has just begun. Step right up.Abra Cadabra is the second installment in the Harem of Freaks series. These books are not standalones, so be sure to read Freak Show first.

I need to save the tiger shifter before it's too late-- but I have my own fires to jump through.Every burn on his paws, every poke and prod from his cruel masters, I feel as if it were my own. I also feel his anger and his thirst for blood. He's even more of a predator than Hunter or Razvan. There's a danger about this tiger shifter I've never experienced before.But the road leading to his rescue takes a detour to my past. I've thought about my siblings every day since I walked away from that place, and the monsters I left them with. They need to know I haven't abandoned them, that I'm doing everything I can to get them out. Even if it means facing her.If it weren't for the three amazing men in my life, I wouldn't have a single shred of hope of facing either of these obstacles. I can only hope their love is enough to get me through it all.Step right up. The ride's not over yet.Jump through Fire is the fourth installment in the Harem of Freaks series, which should be read in order. Contains violence, M/M, and M/F sexual content.