Böcker av Joanna Mazurkiewicz

I''m the monster, a bloody human incapable of emotionI soon realise that my revenge didn''t make me feel any fucking better about myself, instead it pissed me off to realise that I''m in love with her.Two days later the letter addressed to me arrives in the post and the ground moves beneath my feet, because the whole truth about India is out in the open and the pain punches me so hard that I can''t breathe, darkness crawls through me, sparking all the insecurities and fears about my dead brother back to ugly reality.Then off I go with my apology, trying to fix this fucked up situation but she doesn''t want to listen. Every time I do something the guilt is burning my gut, pushing her further and further away from me. She even goes an extra mile making me feel like a prick and she gets involved with someone else just to get back at me. She pretends that the event in the restaurant didn''t mean anything to her, like she is immune to my actions. India''s pain is raw, deep and whenever I lay my eyes on her I remember the cruel things I''ve done.The next couple of months I focus on getting her back. This is the only thing that matters to me now. I must redeem myself; forget about anger, other birds and parties. India is the only person that I want, I love her and only her but the problem is that she hates my guts, so I''m the last person that she wants.I must prove to India that I''m worthy of her love.

Book 1 All About You I start hating Oliver just after his older brother Christian''s death. I drag him down a road of humiliation and pain to try to cope with what his brother did to me. A few months after Christian''s passing, Oliver leaves town, and for the next two years, he is absent from my life. The demons claw their way back in, and I must learn to live with the secret that has destroyed me. Now I''m starting a new life, away from Gargle and away from my past, but everything crashes when I see Oliver the first day at university. It''s clear that many things have changed since we''ve been apart. Now he is captain of the rugby team and the most popular bloke on campus. Then he makes a bet and gives me an ultimatum: I leave Braxton forever and start somewhere else, or I stay and play his game… because he''s never forgotten that it was me who ruined his life two years ago.