Böcker av John Baltisberger

-- 2023 Wonderland Award Winner --"I killed my first Nazi at four years old. It wasn't art; I didn't discover the joy of a psychotropic kill until much later. Each moment that led up to it was the crescendo of a future lover screaming from around the bend of time, begging for the tantric orgasm that would define our future." Thus begins the lurid, gore-filled memoir of the author. Tainted by miles of hallucinogenic inspiration and sprinkled with poetic interludes, SHROOMS & SCREAMS seeks to bind reality with vision, discovering the truth that lies somewhere between what happened and what should have happened.Part memoir, part novel, part collection, All I Want is to Take Shrooms and Listen to the Color of Nazis' Screams is more than a book, it's a way of life."Baltisberger shows himself to be an occultic iconoclast counterpart to Lin-Manuel Miranda: he overturns icons, constructs a rich mythology from the rubble of that which has been torn down, and conveys it all with pulsing, infectiously inventive trash-talk."--Doris V. Sutherland, Attack of the Six-Foot Tranny"Exquisitely showcasing Baltisberger's evocative poetry and biting prose, All I Want is to Take Shrooms & Listen to the Color of Nazi Screams is an intoxicating blood-drenched trip featuring a righteous protagonist and epic cast of characters that'll leave you buzzing with vigilante fire."-- Jessica McHugh, 2x Bram Stoker Award(R)-nominated author of The Quiet Ways I Destroy You

When Dödz Bringare, a professional killer of the undead, is arrested for public disorder, he finds himself press-ganged into searching for a nobleman's dead wife.Beset by venomous cultists, blood-drenched zombies, and the forces of the Blood Countess herself, Dödz must muster all of his strength and willpower just to survive.All the while, the whispers of the dead saint swirl around him, threatening to bring all to MISERY.The first novella set in the DYING LANDS of Mörk Borg.WHISPERS OF THE DEAD SAINT IS AN INDEPENDENT PRODUCTION BY MADNESS HEART GAMES AND IS NOT AFFILIATED WITH OCKULT ÖRTMÄSTARE GAMES OR STOCKHOLM KARTELL. IT IS PUBLISHED UNDER THE MÖRK BORG THIRD PARTY LICENSE.MÖRK BORG IS COPYRIGHT OCKULT ÖRTMÄSTARE GAMES AND STOCKHOLM KARTELL.

The truth isn't always an easy thing to discern. The idea that we can ever really be objective is one that will always fail in the end.This is a guide, both to simple esoteric thought and for meditation. The goal is not to become a mystic or to transcend humanity. But rather to face the roadblocks in our path towards peace.The self is esoteric, the truth is subjective.