Böcker av Timothy V Lane

I am Timothy V. Lane. If you have read my first book, TRAPPED INSIDE MY MIND: 7 Dimensions in Black and White; Poetry from the Perspective of a Schizophrenic, then you know that I suffer from what is known as paranoid Schizophrenia. Though now that it is more commonly known, I still come across some people who do not know what Schizophrenia is. CHANNELING THE WHISPERS WITHIN explains the dynamics of this condition. People who suffer from Schizophrenia are what I consider special. I have audio and visual hallucinations, which means I hear voices and see things, visions, if you will. I think people who suffer from this illness can tap into a part of their brain that most others cannot. We see things differently, which causes us to do things differently. We are trapped inside of our minds, trying to escape the prison and get the message out. The message to me is that nothing appears to be what it seems. It seems as if there is good and evil, but that is just a microcosm of what we have become as creators; really, we are just soul and flesh, positive and negative charges.

Everything is done in pairs or unions. This Universe is a perfect balance of a mixing of chemicals (or elements) as on the periodic table. The mixing of one substance with another to create a more dominant substance. This is alchemy or black magic or sorcery, and I 'll bet this is the origin of the practice of all forms of medicine (eastern and western alike). The Universe is in perfect balance and has to be, in order to create something as miraculous as life, of this mixing of chemicals.I have Schizophrenia, which is an imbalance of chemicals in the brain, naturally for me. I am out of order with the laws of the natural Universe (which would explain why some still say schizophrenia is demonic). I think differently from most. Some say I think backwards which may explain why I am so set on the creator and creation and where we come from, because wiser men have said you can't know where you are going unless you know where you come from. This also explains why I chose to study and start at the back of the Bible in the book of Revelations, instead of the traditional. Traditions are a way to keep history repeating itself.