Böcker utgivna av Caraf Avnayt

The greatest way we are kept from freedom is not anything on the outside, but the brokenness we feel inside when who we ARE is shamed, manipulated, suppressed.Our sexuality is who we are, our power to live the life we want to, the means by which we find our destiny.This power of ours has been crippled by abuse, one on one as well as mass abuse of humanity.We have blocks in our subconscious or sleeping mind that we CAN release.These writings are realizations that have rehabilitated me and helped me walk again.Some of the topics covered in this book are:Sexual ShameSexual Shame is UnnaturalHow to Actually Overcome Sexual ShameConversation with Granddad - Sexual DesireHidden Sexual AbuseSigns of Hidden Sexual Abuse - Cheating on YourselfThe Stages of Hunger in Blocked Up PersonalitiesThe Principle of LifeFalse Parents & Sexual Energy; Thrones & DragonsSexual energy draining by faux spiritual authoritiesCrossing the ThresholdAll about Jing, Mojo and ShenThe Eye and Sexual EnergyDouble Energy Field - Energy RehabilitationHow to Holistically Stabilize Energy Levels - Energy Flow from Consciousness to BodyHerbs for Hormonal & Sexual Energy Imbalance caused by Trauma around Puberty5 Causes of Long Term Energy DrainingEnergy flow problems caused by disrespect of our emanations.

This is my own autobiography, detailing how I was used as a child of 8 and then 15 to produce trauma hormones for use to create the trauma atmosphere used for emotional and consciousness terrorism through the media and otherwise. It is not the accepted story for a subject of ritual of such brutality and cruelty as I have been through, to even have survived so far, let alone speak without shame of it. My name is Caraf Avnayt, and I write this book, to tell my true to my spirit story with Ed, who I love, and to share my understanding based on 39 years of being used as a source of trauma emotional energy, to help you understand:• How trauma hormones have been used to keep you down, wreck your academics and career• How the human hormone harvesting industry works• How trauma energy is telecast through dreams and psychic telecasters and through the mass media• How human hormones are used to seduce and trick humans into relationships for emotional energy harvesting• How clones and lookalikes are used to gang-stalk, surround and intimidate humans • How public figures are forced into the human consciousness through violence and assault on human ritual subjects• The consciousness loopholes and deception that make us vulnerable to astral attack, energy draining and manipulation-------The first level of terrorism is imposing through force a version of reality on someone, keeping as a reward for compliance, something they need for daily living. Imagine someone constantly kept in trauma because her trauma hormones won't work unless she's kept in the frequency in which they were extracted.Imagine having to change your clothes, have a bath, go to the toilet while you're being watched and ritual hammering and banging done for every move you make.Imagine never have the privacy to touch yourself - for years - and when if you do, ritual hammering starts up. Imagine if every tree you touch or take a photo of, is cut down the next time you come around. Every puppy you play with is killed, every thing you like, or have an emotional interaction with, taken away or killed.Imagine if you are physically assaulted every time you fall asleep and shock-woken with physical assault every single time for years. Imagine always waking up in pain, more devastated and tired than when you fell asleep. Imagine if you're surrounded by people paid to *love* you but don't even like you, whose job you are. Imagine the tension. They keep us in basic life trauma in captivity, and then cause wounds and pain to get the rush of life energy our bodies and systems sent to heal the pain. ------------Most humans simply cannot imagine that we're important enough as a person for this level of planning and plotting to be going on around us.Most humans don't know that the most valuable thing on earth right now is the true emotion of the human heart, and the validation of a fake human as a human.Once we realize that it isn't exactly our money or our vote, that they are after, or our virginity or whatever else the media has trained us to think is all that we humans have to offer; but that it is our soul energy - the only thing they cannot create in a lab - that they're after we begin to wake up to reality. -

Rituals that involve harvesting the emotional energy of whole populations are the very root of why the world's mainstream media even exists and are given the powers they are given to promote an entity or agenda even against the interests of the people.The extent to which these rituals are rooted in human blood sacrifice, ritual abuse are known to few as well as they are to the Jews, who through history have been a favorite sacrificial object.The use of human hormones in the perfume industry is well known but very little has been written about hormones of trauma taken from those ritually abused are used by the media and public figures to create fear, terror and evoke strong emotion which is then manipulated.The author is herself a survivor of ritual abuse and her personal experience bears witness to the practices described in this book.---------------------------In 1967 there was a blood sacrifice of Jews, Muslims and Christians planned in and around Jerusalem, under the guise of another Israel-Arab war.This war ended abruptly in Six Days and has since been called the Six Day War.One of the reasons for this was intelligence that revealed the day of what was to be a sudden attack on Israel on all its borders.This book is made up of excerpts from the book 'Sara In the Wheelwork' which is a fictionalized account based on true events.A ritual abuse survivor who had been rescued from India to Israel in 1959 found that trauma hormones taken from her were being 'activated' again and knew from past experience that this meant the media was going to use her trauma in a mass telecast or as part of yet another ritual involving blood sacrifice.

A first-hand account of the harvesting of human pain by non-earth entities that masquerade as humans, to control, manipulate vital emotional energy for their consumption. Topics include:The Producers of Pain and the TelecastersHow I came to know of Synthetic Humans and how they're usedWhy make clones at all?The use of clones and event orchestration to get emotional trauma energy and emotionally destroy a humanThe Use of Physical Substances like Water, Blood, Flesh to carry human energyEvery "Great Reset" is a "Great Harvest"

When I was nineteen, one day sitting in my bed listening to music, I suddenly had a strong and powerful memory of a previous lifetime that shook my very existence.I wasn't into pretending to be someone else or imagining I'd ever been, to escape the realities of this life. But the memories came to me so strong and affected my being and life so powerfully, that I couldn't help but start recording them in my diary.A time came, when I actually found photos and writings from the past published in archives on the internet that 100% matched my memory. This truly shook my life view and I realized that I was sitting on something so dear to my heart, and something so powerful; that I simply could not ignore it.I now know for my own self that the soul has a life that goes on beyond the death of the body; that there is true love that lasts forever.In this life, I have had very very hard times, but this love from beyond this time has held me and looked after me, kept me on the right track and fed my soul like nothing else.These memories I've had also presented a very different picture of people and times of the past, compared to what we're shown in period movies, historical documentaries and historical fiction, so I believe they have worth in connecting us to truths of the past otherwise buried in the subconscious.I've written books sharing knowledge, and sharing things of the mind. This one is about my heart and my soul. In this life, he is called Ed.

John Waltham was born in 1778 and was last seen in 2007.At one time a magistrate in England, after decades of service in the Army, he faked his own death, escaping to the jungles of India.He thought he had come there to die in peace. He was sixty three, then, in 1841. But instead he started a new life.He met Vina, the woman of his dreams and had three daughters.Just when they were of the age to get married, John traveled back to Britain to settle his sister's estate.On his return, he found the entire settlement where he and his family lived, a tribal one, of Semitic origin, wiped out without a trace.For the next ten years he was called Mad John, and even considered an enemy of the state for insisting that a whole tribe had been wiped out in India.Following a spiritual experience that rejuvenated him, he returned to India, to search for his daughters.To get access to secret records, John joined the Freemason Brotherhood, and rose to giddying heights for his work with vampires in Ethiopia.John lived to find his granddaughter, great granddaughter, and his great great granddaughter, who he looked after and taught till the age of twenty-six.This is just the barest of bare shells of his amazing life.It is written to share with all people, that if our spirit wants to achieve something, our bodies are capable of it.