My secret dream

The best friend of my brother wanted me for the evening. I have something for you now.
And we had slept together in the past. while we were young.
I let him go despite the fact that becoming pregnant changed my life's course from what I had anticipated.
He had lofty aspirations, which I allowed him to pursue, but he has since returned to my life, still full of conceit.
Although my hidden baby daddy wants to revitalize the city, his intentions would harm the individuals my charity helps.
The organization that looked after me when all I had was a newborn and a weak grin.