STALKER TO LOVER

I adore that I despise Samuel Hawkes' attractive face.
Self-care is exchanging scowls with your exact opposite.
However, if we make our office conflict a global issue...
It becomes tougher to disregard the term "obsessed."
His expression shifts abruptly from "You're a dork, Ellie" to "I want to break you."
And I'm hesitant to learn what that implies. (Hopefully closer to an egg thrown against a wall than an ice-pop split in half. If I ask, he'll make fun of me.)
Let me first agree with you and then explain before someone thinks "he's trash, ignore him."
I don't watch Samuel Hawkes for fun.