The Bastard Daughter Of Theokoles

Reality is extremely harsh and unpleasant for the young beautiful Kirsten, whose only desire is to kill her father, and to be loved by somebody...anybody. To escape her brutal and traumatic sex-hell of a reality, she sinks into a world created of her own Disillusionment, and creates a fictional entity of her ideal strong woman, "Aleala," a slave in the first century BC of the Roman Empire, who faces untold turmoil and adversaries in her own world.
Aleala is a wild savage, and the bastard daughter of the legendary gladiator, "the shadow of death", "the woe of men" Theokoles. Aleala only lives as a fictional character to inspire her creator-Kirsten.
Kirsten's dual personality is borne of malice, delusions, and hatred, which fuels her determination to prove that she is worthy of love and worthy to live a normal life
Aleala fights for survival in the foulest era a person could ever be born into-the age of gladiators. Will Kirsten ever defeat her inner and outer demons, or be swallowed by a world designed to eat the weak?