A Broken Us

The moment those words come out of the doctor's mouth, I feel sick.So sick.The life I have dreamed of...obliterated.And Brody. God, Brody.How will he look at me?How can he accept me?He'll know what I hid from him.He'll know everything.It's over. It's completely over. I can't tell him "I love Us" anymore.Even though I do.Even though it will kill me.I can't tell him anything. Everything is ruined. Pummeled. Broken.I have to leave him. I have to give up us.I know he'll come after me.I just have to do something to make him not want to.