Blow

I never thought that he would find me.
The man that created all my nightmares, but he did.
I'm now faced with the fact that not only does he want to kill me
but that someone close to me is a traitor.
I've never been good at trusting people but
now I have to let that go and let Ian, Jax, Archer, and Otto help me through this.
My life has never been easy, and I don't expect it ever to be but the tragedy that strikes our little family is enough to have me questioning everything.
Enemies are coming at us from all angles and I'm not sure what to do.
Will I ever find peace and happiness in this world or am I doomed to walk the path of hate and lies that are set before me forever?
I never wanted to be saved before but now I really hope that someone will just reach out and take my hand.