Revenge Cake

I didn''t want to fall in love with Logan, an infamous relationship slut.
He fell in love too easy for it to ever be real.
And I refused to end up just one more crazy ex-girlfriend.

But he used his self-deprecating charm to wear me down, and I let myself fall.
Even though I was afraid he''d abandon me once he learned about my anxiety disorder.

And that''s exactly what he did.

He shattered my heart into a million pieces, and now it''s time for him to pay.
Revenge never tasted so sweet.

But I have to be careful.
I can''t get too close.
I can''t let myself fall in love with him again.

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I''ve never loved anyone more than Leilani, the fiercest woman I''ve ever met.
But I can''t let her break my heart for the second time.
I won''t survive it.

If we''re going to be together after college, she needs to handle her addiction to anxiety pills.
She can''t do that if I''m around to enable her.

And that''s exactly why I had to leave.

But one look into those severe brown eyes and I''m transported back to the night we met.
The night I fell in love with her.

I know I have to stay away.
But I miss her.
And what''s the harm in just one look?