Shouldn't Have You - Special Edition

I've been many things in my life: daughter, friend, student, lover, wife...and now, widow.Getting past those labels and finding who I could be without them was the hardest thing I've ever done.Then I became friends with Brendon Connolly.Every time I look at him, I see a past, I see a present, and I'm afraid if I look too hard, I'll see a future.